My writing from this point on for as long as it takes will be about finding out who I really am. I'm starting a self-discovery process because I've lost so much of myself and I'm taking charge of my life and who I am again! See I feel like I put so much effort into trying to be everything that I'm not and to please the people around me that I can't keep myself happy and that's not okay. I want to be my first love again, second to none other than GOD!
My goal?
I'm going to laugh and smile again. Take myself out and have fun by myself
When I'm done, when I've reached a solid foundation with myself... I'm going to know everything about myself and when someone asks me, "Who are you?" I'm going to be able to say more than just my name...
So... Here's Day 1:
Today is Monday, November 21, 2011 and I am weak.
My name is Victoria and I have absolutely no clue as to who I am. I have no clue what I want out of life, what I love, what my passions are and who I want to be. Today I got my feelings hurt by something that shouldn't be able to touch me. Today I decided it was time for me to love me more than I love anything other than God. Today I'm actually going to take that step.
I've decided that I'm going to start taking care of me! I'm going to work out or walk everyday to get my body taken care of and for my mind, body and soul... I'm doing this... I'm writing again. I'm letting my mind debrief itself and let go of baggage. That's my rule... once I've written it down, I can't dwell on it.
Today is a big day for me... Today is the day I decided to appreciate myself and my God. :)
Today I'm more than just1inspiredmind
I'm Victoria Ashley
and Today is a new day :)
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